~ still in double trouble mood all the way~

Pagi isnin yang damai ..

sunyi kelihatan fakulti FSKM UiTM...

Tapi kelihatan nya hati ni still gundah gulana...

adeh!!!!

In serious danger ni..

Still rasa tak mampu mengawal hati

dan diri..

otak penuh dgn Negative thingking..

hati usah ckp la...

dah rasa macm kne gelek stemroollllllll

hancur berkecai tahap tinggal debu jek ni..

and guess whay..sometimes rasa nak mati pun ada

it hurt damn much..

perassan yg tak mampu nak kawal..

sometimes rasa nak smash things out...

nak ddk atas bumbung...

tgk bintang..

rant all the way

haha

i hate this feelings..

kenapa ye..all the sudden

lack of attention..

and i wonder, did i ask that much?

not a 24 hours attention on me all the time

but atleast

BE SENSETIVE!!!

im a gurl, remember..

but i guess

after all...im just me..

this is how my head and my heart function...

and if u annoyed with all my bad perangai..

hunting u all the TIME..

I GUESS I SHULD REALLY GO!

is it what u want hah????

arghhhh here i go again...

double trouble feelings!!!!

ARGGGGHHHHHHHH
Hate this...

nak katil...nak slimut..nak bantal busuk..

Nak tdo all day..

tp if i do so..mak sedey nnt...

she knows me too well..

sigh...

hope this feelings end cpt2...

coz i wanna smile again..

but at current time

it hurt even more to smile

coz i aint no actress

who cant fake all day..

and not be my self..

help me plis dear god